So as I sit here at my half cubicle at work, I can't help but sit and wonder what life holds ahead for me. I know that, like Peter Man, every day that I have to go to work, it is the next worst day of my life... I hate my job, I hate people that come into my job, I partially hate some of my co-workers, for reason's we won't dive into just yet into this blog (more yet to come). Anyways, so my best friend growing up, Kyle Cuthbert, as most of you already know, has just left for Spain this morning, and as much as it sucks for those of us that were at Putters with him Thursday nights, or actually, if you were ever around him, you miss him already, but I'm really happy that he's taking his life by the horns and doing something he loves to do. I just can't help but sit back and look at life itself, and all the times that I've had with my friends, and people I used to be friends with that I've lost contact with. I go back to the days of Windwood pool, or the Beach Waterpark, or K.I. (Kings Island if you're not from around here, and not down with the Dub C). Just all of the times I've had, and times that I wish I could back to, times I'd never want to go through again, and times that I'll never remember with the friends I'll never forget... I may not have been around the world, or seen the Greek Isles, or stuff like that, but I've been to Gatlinburg, and jumped off cliffs that most would say, and have said, that I'm crazy for doing... But since I heard Kyle was leaving, it just seemed like it was forever away, and he left this morning, and I just can't get over about thinking where my life is going to go. I know one thing, I have a long time before my Bengals are going to win the playoff's again, so I don't have to focus to much on that aspect of my life. Just lost my girlfriend, so I don't have to focus on that. I just moved out and into a house with my buddy from college, and I have to say, that's a big step from living with the parents. Most of my friends that I graduated with are out getting married, and everything is just changing.
It's not so much that I'm unhappy with my life, but I'm not completely satisfied with it, that's for sure. There's a lot of aspects I would like to change, but I guess, in a way, I'm just scared to do so. I'm just slowly coming to the realization that life's not just strawberry fields and butterflies. In reality, it's Bengal's suck, gas is pricey, and girls are well, still girls... So what do we do? We go to our boring jobs, make our crappy low pay, go home, drink some beers, watch some tv, play some xbox, and fall asleep just the same way we did the night before, and then it's up bright and early, or dark and smoggy if you live in Cincinnati, and it's off to work again... Oh well, I'm tired of rambling on, apparently there's work to do around here.
-202,223 people realized Cincinnati really does suck, but they'll still never leave here after reading this...
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