Although I've just picked up on this whole blogging thing, and since I have an unimaginable amount of time here at work to do it, I figured, why not? George has one, and Kyle does now in Spain, so why not suck it up and take a gander and vent a little bit. I've learned a lot of crazy lessons in the past week or so that I would like to share with you. This may very well be the most random blog ever, but oh well, you'll get over it. If not, sorry for wasting your time. First and foremost, as I stated in my last blog, I've learned one very important lesson that I hope to carry with me the rest of my life, and I learned from my best friend Kyle. After reading his "leaving for Spain" blog, I've learned a lot, not just about Kyle, but about myself. It was really an uplifting experience. I've learned first and foremost, that you can't be afraid of taking the road less traveled. When you bear to the right instead of taking the left, you take a chance, and find the best in yourself. Although you take the risk in failing, but when we fail, if we learn from our mistakes, then in reality, we succeed. Why are we a class of people that is so afraid of the unknown? Second, I learned that you have to grab the bull by the horns and live your life to the fullest, which yes, sounds like a part of the first segment, but it really does differ. When you take control of your own life, and do the things that you want to do, then you truly will begin to see yourself in a new light, not afraid to take on new challenges when the going gets tough. Lastly, I learned you have to find the positive and fun in everything you do, otherwise you'll never truly by happy with what you're doing... Anyways, enough about that portion of life and everything that revolves around it. (As previously stated, I wish nothing but the best for Kyle).
As for most of you reading this, you are probably my friend, otherwise I'm kind of freaked out that you are getting all the intimate details of my life and friends. But in this instance, you are probably one of my boys or among that crowd, and in that case, just scroll down to the next paragraph, because I'm sure at some point recently you've heard what I've had to say, but I just need to vent here, so... As you know, this past weekend my girl and I split, and for reason unknown to me. (I'm starting to believe that she doesn't know either...) Anyways, as I've sat down and thought about it so much the past week, I just realized that I took a lot of heat from my friends when I first got into the relationship, and they had their 2 cents, and I fired back with dollars, and they said they just wanted what was best for me... As I look back now, I have to apologize if I ever blew up over the argument of whether or not I should be dating her, and for that, I'm sorry. Once again, I took for granted that you never go against the "Man Councel." I did however learn a very important lesson, one that Rick follows very strictly, and one that I will now always follow very closely too. That lesson, is of course the "don't crap where you eat" lesson. Now I'm stuck working every week in this akward situation of not talking, looking at, or thinking about her, as I have to sit next to her. Had I listened to the councel, I would never have been in this situation. (Rick, by the way, what's your sisters number??? j/k) (Please don't kill me, I was totally joking...) Anyways, the faster you learn not to crap where you eat, the better off you are in life, because then you have a lot less akwardness. Girls + The "L" Word = LIES! Learn this, and you'll succeed...
Anyways, on a lighter note, I finally got to talk to my best friend last night, and as well, it was an uplifting conversation. To give you a very abridged version, she is engaged to a guy that hates me because we dated, and she is a very classy girl (heels, low cut nice shirts, etc) and he hates me because he thinks she's still interested in me, and yet she's engaged to him. He spits in her face, tells her she's worthless, etc... I finally got to give her my 2 cents over the phone, and I am finally glad that I got that chance, because I really feel that I got through to her this time, and it's just amazing after talking to a great friend when they say, "thanks for being such an amazing friend..."
Well, since I'm at work, I guess I should actually do some. Although I don't really feel like it, I'm done venting for the time being. I'm sorry if I've been sounding like I'm down, but this might give you alittle insight as to why I do feel that way. I just can't stop listening to that T.I. - No Matter What song though, for some reason, it just really works for my situation right now. Check it out when you feel down, it brings your spirit up to hear someone else going through what seems to be a tough time when he's a multi-millionaire, and I make 28k a year... Besides that, that's my story and I'm sticking to it...
Why so serious? We'll See Ya
-809,543 people just realized I only wrote this blog because I was mad my now ex-girlfriend broke up with me for no real reason at all after reading this...
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