It's mothers day. I woke up early to go to breakfast with my mom and dad, thinking it would be a nice day, and we would come back from breakfast and plant some plants in the backyard and spend some time together. Instead, once we got to Panera, and on the drive over to Panera, my mom decided it would be a great idea and a great day to throw my life in my face. And by life, I mean my choices of friends, my school career, my job, my DUI, and practically everything else she could possibly think of. It's amazing how something like a good day can be ruined that quick by someone that has such hate in her heart that she can't let go of the past and move forward. She says that I'm the one with the problems, but I think I've been focusing too hard on what I think my problems are, and I realized my problems all stem from my mom. She has made me a self-destructive, hateful person. I thought so hard that maybe I was the one with the issues, and I made her crazy, but I've realized that I haven't done shit.
Therefore, once we got back from our lovely breakfast of getting the 1,000,000 lecture about how my life is going nowhere, I decided to take a walk through Sharon Woods and calm down, and that's exactly what I did. I have to say, it was gorgeous. I saw kids with their moms, out on paddleboats, and fishing, and taking walks, and having picnics, and everything was just perfect. I got back to the house for more bitching before she decided to go outside and plant her plants, and that's when I got her the best mothers day present ever! I called into Kiss 107.1 and requested "Hate Me Today" by Blue October, and told them my name is Hoopes, and I'd like to dedicate this song to my mom on her special day, and to make sure they say it with plenty of sarcasm, otherwise it won't have the same meaning to me. I doubt they'll play it, because people are actually wishing their lovely mothers a Happy Mothers day. Well, not mine. Such is the story of my life. You try to change the things you were fucking up in life, and make things better, and all you get is thrown back to square 1. I can't say I'm not impressed, she went off the deep end, but at least I made her feel alittle like shit when I called her out at Panera and thanked her for ruining my day before noon, and that the people had that look on their face, and I could tell that my mom was embarassed. Hoopes 2, Pauletta 0.
Sorry to bring the rest of you down on such a great day, but you know exactly where I'm coming from because you've heard about my mom... Anyways, thanks mom, I hope you have a great mothers day, by yourself, which is exactly where you belong...
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